Forever & it shall be.

2009-11-18T01:06:00.002+08:00

Here to keep my promise (:
Today woke up at 11am.
Kinda early for me.
Text FHXY as usual.
Watched one piece till about 6am?
Ask friends out.. All wanna stay at home dota -.-
Then emo go NSCC alone.
Nothing much for the day.
Reached home at about 9.30pm.
Guilty of late replying FHXY's text ):
Tomorrow she got prom.
But she got blister.
God bless that it'd heal tomorrow. Amen.

I still can't break free from it. Why?
I thought I've grown stronger.
But I didn't.. Not at all.

2009-11-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 11?
Was early today.
Text FHXY.
Standard.
Daily routine :D
Then read some manga.
Wanted to jog with Chloe in stadium.
In the end rained -.-
I even bought my shoe bag along.
Sigh... Then...
Slacked at the void deck for 2 hours.

After that went to look for KS, B, WJ at mac.
They were playing monster hunter -.-
All addicted to it.
Didn't get to play basketball today? o.o
Saw Peng & his friends at about 9 plus..
Went home after that (:
Such a boring life I got D:

You promised me not to emo for a week.
Make sure you don't break it.

2009-11-14T01:44:00.004+08:00

Going to update before I sleep.
Gotta fulfill my promise to FHXY.
Learnt my lesson never to break one.
:D

Today woke at about 1pm..
Text FHXY as soon as I woke up.
Went off to meet Daryl at 3pm.
Played under bishan's sheltered court.
I'm a burden -.-
Then after than went to J8 mac to slack.
Daryl ask me join SG open -.-
I don't think I can make it..

Chloe ask me go Khatib to accompany her.
She got nothing to do.
So left Daryl at 6pm.

Thanks Chloei for brightening up my day :D
I'm thankful.
Left Chloe at about 7.30..
Then go look for Ben, Ks, Wj.
Had dinner with them.
Went shooting for awhile then off home!

FHXY gonna bake!
But none for me.

2009-11-13T02:01:00.004+08:00

Today I had a weird dream -.-
About a girl died.
Left behind a dairy, & it touched me to tears.
Even my pillow is wet when I woke up -.-
But I can't really remember what happened.
I'm starting to be like FHXY already ._.

I wanna go out, but the sky is dark.
Afraid that it'd rain.
So I prayed that it'd blow to Jurong.
Above FHXY's home :D
Not sure if Jurong did rain today.

Been watching 07 Ghost & texting FHXY the whole day.
Then at night go khatib play basketball.
Not all china guys are jerks after all.

& MC is back :D
She kept library here, library there.
Kept remind me of that incident x.x
She's finally back. Finally..
Chatted a lot.
She somehow knew that I kept dropping stationary during O level o.o

I just wonder will PWJ be back too? D:

Tomorrow gonna meet Daryl at Bishan Mrt at 3.15pm :D
That's all for my update.

Maybe God be with you - Zehel.

2009-11-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

PWJ ah PWJ, where are you?
3 words, 7 letters.
That's what I wanna say to you.

Recently my life is filled with FHXY & manga.
Been reading manga all day long.
If bored then log into runescape to talk to KXH's *ahem*.
Following day gonna be the last MCQ paper.
Maybe studying for at least an hour tomorrow.

Made new friends?
Kinda became close with Gordon that clique.
Well for everything that I gain, I will lose something.
Perhaps this is kinda true.

2009-11-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

I had enough.
Don't force me.
Do whatever you want,
It's none of my business.

Today slacked ):
Didn't study much.
Went to BK at 4pm.
Studied till 5pm then go funland slack.
After that go NSCC play basketball till about 8pm..
Saw Kayseng & his friends.
_l_
Kayseng pull my shirt.
It's so big now. My $30.

Then after that went back to BK.
Saw Kristin there.
Somewhat different from her photos, totally.
Couldn't recognize her.
Can only recognized her friend ._.

Went to MRT & slack with kayseng at 9pm.
Went home at 10.
Tomorrow physic. I've yet to start on it ):

When will you be back? I'm looking forward to that day.
I'm still holding on to the promise I made.

2009-11-02T01:07:00.003+08:00

My birthday officially ended.
Didn't meet up with FHXY ):

Studied POA the whole day..
Somehow mastered ratios & incomplete.
Then studied chem with YHY at night.
Somehow "celebrated" with YHY :D
Chem seems to be an alien subject to me.
I can't comprehend it D:
All of it...
Every questions..
I don't know how to to -.-
Tomorrow die already )):

20th December.
It's a date not the be forgotten.

Maybe you are selfish.
You neglected others' feeling.
You thought that we'd be happy.
But in the end?
It back fire.
Your so called "happiness"
It ceased to exist.
Grow up. Stop being naive.

2009-10-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

Today studied at burgerking for not even an hour -.-
Followed junhong & guys to funland..
What the hell. How could I?
Didn't study much.

I don't know how but I somehow became Anna's luckystar o.o

I'm finally sixteen! :D
YHY was the first to wished me.
Follow by
Candice (cutie pie)
Kayseng (ahwang)
Anna (superstar)
FHXY.
Pengseng.
Hariz.
Dawn.
Johnson.
.
.
.
.
.
.

A lot of people texted me.. But I don't have their numbers -.-
Kept asking them who they are.
Messaging more than 10 unknown numbers now -.-
Sorry.

I wonder if KWEK XIAO HAN will wish me.
Last year she was 8th ):

Then POH WAN JIE also missing for such a long time ):

Anyone wanna watch N16 moive?
:DDD

幸福的小天使
Tomorrow it's Babypink birthday.
I still remember yours..
But I doubt you remembered mine..
You had probably forgotten me.
I guess..
After what I've did to you.
You'd probably hate me to the core.
Sometimes, I'd still remembered the times
When we were chatting on phone for hours.
Sharing your stories with me.
Somehow, it'd never happened again.
Anyway, Triple L, Happy birthday!

Might be celebrating with FHXY.
But chances of it are low.

2009-10-31T02:17:00.003+08:00

Studied with YHY just now.
But I distracted her.
Kept talking.. Sorry ):
All thanks to YHY,
I am cooking instant noodles for myself.
The first time in my life! :D
Not sure how it taste like.
Gonna try it soon.
:DDDDDD

2009-10-30T19:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was hard.
But today was even tougher.
Damn those setters!
@#$%^&*(
But look on the bright side.
The ratio of good to lousy school is about 1:5.
They would score well, whereas the rest will fail badly.
A1 is still possible! God bless.
I'm not giving up, just yet.
YHY offered me help :D

2009-10-29T01:03:00.004+08:00

Today I look hideous in school!
I wax my fringe up.
Those hairstyle in the 1980s.
Was the 'center of attention' -.-
Everyone kept staring at me.. Zz..Zz..Zz..

I'm incorrigible.
I slept for 30 minutes today.
DDD:
Hope that I'd still be able to get my A1.
YHY don't be demoralize. You can still get A1.
I have faith in you :D

After school, went home to watch bleach -.-
O level still watch anime -.-
Slacked at home till 7plus & off to burgerking!
My calculator 2nd function got problem D:
Can't use it. I can't even off my calculator.
Borrowed a calculator from YHY.
Thank god she's there.
If not I'd be doing nothing but reading notes.

3 more days...
This sunday...
1st Novemeber...

2009-10-28T01:37:00.002+08:00

What the hell. My hair was caught today -.-
Zz..Zz..Zz.. I am lazy to cut even though its thick.
I'd probably use wax to 'pin' my fringe up tomorrow.

Emaths P1 was like a walk in the park.
Completed it in an hour.
Check for the next hour.
I got a premonition that tomorrow gonna be a tough paper.

Went to BK to study at 7 alone.
Saw Junrong, Jeffery, Jiaqian & Wuyue.
Had dinner with them.
Peng came at 9.

I don't know how to do sets T.T
None of my friends know it too DD:
I'm so ashamed of myself.
Others have completed TYS trice while I just started one day before O.

Gonna be maths for the entire week. Stress )):

2009-10-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

English paper was tough.
I wrote about POWER.
About the sheer power of talent is something hard work can never surpass.
Compre was kinda easy?
Except for summary, only found roughly 10 points.
After school, went home to rest.
Met up with peng at about 7 & headed to library.
Went to Funland to play DatonaUSA2 -.-
Got first when vs against the bot.
Then peng ask me play Initial D -.-
First time playing...
Don't know how to play.
Got own -.-
Then off to BK.
Didn't see YHY there o:
She say she saw me at NSCC when I didn't even go there.
She still say how hard it can be to recognize me.
Cannot recognize me DD:
Tomorrow Emaths, kinda nonchalant about it.
Gonna study now.

2009-10-25T22:49:00.003+08:00

One day before O level..
Went toBurgerking at about 2pm to study.
Study til yude came at about 6.
Slack then waited for wenjie.
After that they want play basketball -.-
What the hell..
Went to play for 2 hours then went back to Burgerking.
Saw YHY -.-
Yude thinks she at least 165 -.-
But I said it's 160 -.-
Bet $10. Then wenjie go & ask for her height -.-
It's 160! But they don't believe, say she had grow taller.
Wanted to write on a piece of paper
"Can you please stand up?"
Showing her outside the glass wall -.-
But she soon left.. Zz..Zz..Zz..
Then wenjie wanna go stand beside to gauge,
But she left from the other entrance.
Not sure if YHY is offended D:

Tomorrow it's finally O level.
I'm so not prepared T.T

2009-10-25T11:39:00.002+08:00

Finally. It's tomorrow.
The long anticipated moment of truth.
I regretted not studying..
& even played basketball, slacked, sleep a lot...
Devoid of confidence as I didn't practice.
Skeptical if I can really achieve my goal.
Well, the last lap...
I didn't even make an effort to sprint nor even jog ._.

Today FHXY's brother's wedding :D
She playing with dslr.
I wanna see those shots soon (:
Today say wanna give me wake up call,
In the end ._.

2009-10-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

Act retard -.-

Thank Feee-yoo-naa give me wake up call at 9plus..

I was so sleepy that I've forgotten what I told her.

I went back to sleep -.-

Wasted her efforts.

1 one day til her brother wedding.

I'd not be wrong this time. :DDD

She'd be wearing a pretty dress.

Went to 'study' with Pengseng & Yude today.

Saw YHY with Yiluan.

If it's not for Yiluan, I can't recognize YHY.

Studied there on my own til YHY left.

Then slack with peng till yude came.

Slack slack slack..

Then........

Ended up playing basketball -.-

Didn't study at all.

Shuting somehow knew that I was at nscc.

I don't know how she knows.

O level.. Heck care :D

14 points to NYP will do.

2009-10-20T01:40:00.002+08:00

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2009-10-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

My god... O level in 3 days..
I slept at 5am daily reading naruto.
Then after that can't sleep -.-
Guilty of not studying.
Tomorrow gonna make sure KRISTIN is going to school.
Calling her at 6.30am. Shall call til she's awake. Resolute!
Tomorrow gonna wake up at 6.30 to see dawn too.

I'm embarrassed about my previous post.
I got Fiona's brother wedding all wrong -.-
It's this sunday. Not yesterday. She still post on her blog ._.

You removed my rose-tinted glasses.

2009-10-19T01:57:00.001+08:00

Wanna thank weijie & guojie today.
Went to Sixga to look for them.
My studying was kinda unproductive, but it was fruitful.
Guojie lend me his CCHS pile of one word essays.
Though the hand writing is a little...
But they are still great essays.
Met up with chloe for dinner at khatib after that.
Saw wang & his friends at 838.
Slacked at mac playing poker then..
Home sweet home :D

2009-10-18T14:30:00.003+08:00

Been slacking -.-
Last stretch & I'm...
Tomorrow it's Fiona Ho Xin Yi's borther's wedding!
She's so far-nie. Learnt that word from her.
I'm going sixga to look for Weijie soon.
Hopefully, daryl will be there too.

これは夜明けに私の献身的です！
私の貴重なアカツキ！
Didn't see you for a long time.
我希望你快乐：Ḏ

Sorry if you don't understand.

2009-10-15T17:17:00.003+08:00

Quiz for graduating students.

What's your name?
-Kingsley Seah Yongsheng.

What's your school?
-Yishun secondary school.

What's your primary school?
-Sembawang primary school.

What's your class in your school?
-4E7.

5 person you'd miss most from your class when you graduated?
-Kwek Xiaohan
-Dedrick
-Yude
-Weijing
-Zonghan

Who do you trust most in your class?
-No one.

Have you ever like anyone from your class?
-Kwek Xiaohan.

Dedicate a song for the person you like?
-Heartbreaker.

Who do you most talk to in class?
-Zonghan.

What do you normally talk to him/her about?
-Substitution :X

Dedicate a song to him?
-Sexy Bitch.

What's your nickname in class?
-SBG!

Which teacher you'd miss most after you graduated?
-Mrs Teo! <3

Dedicate a song to her?
-Goodbye my love.

What are you like in class?
-Sleeping.

What will your classmate think of you when you graduated?
-Class sleeper, late, skipping school.

What's the best class event you've been too.
-None are meaningful.

Who help you in your studies in school?
-Nobody is good enough. I can do it myself.

Will you come back after you graduated?
-No.

Why do you do this quiz?
-Kill time.

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.
But either way, I won't wanna wake up from you.
Someone pinch me, your love is too good to be true.

2009-10-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

As you can see,
I am working hard!!
Studied with junhong at BK today.
Well, didn't mange to do much.
Later gonna study 'together' with huimin at about 1am (:
Determined not to be late tomorrow.
Been late daily for a month ):

2009-10-09T23:48:00.004+08:00

FHXY.

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Forgive me, yeah?

2009-10-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

1]Have u woke up next to stranger?
Nope? I always sleep at home.

2] Luv someone but they didnt luv u back?
Hmmm? Yeah.

3]Ever wasted your time on someone, who didn't appreciate it?
Yes & I regretted.

4]Name of your first love?
Kwek Xiaohan.

5]Do you still got feelings for your first love?
Nope. Just friends.

6]Who did you last text with?
Fiona.

7]What does your last text read?
Nvm:) cuz now I'm bathed n no longer smelly. I going slp le. Nights :)

8]Hiding any secrets?
Yes, who don't?

9]Are u angry with someone right now?
Nope.

10]Ever played strip poker?
No -.-

11]Who do you normally chat with on messenger?
Gillian Sew Yunling. Been for months. Each night routine.

12]Whats your favorite position?
What the hell?

13]What's your goal for this year?
L1R4 below 10.

14]Who have you been texting recently?
Fiona & Kristin.

15]Who is your best friend?
I don't have one.

16]Who do you worry most for?
Kristin. Don't want her to go to ITE ):

17]Ever drank to much and did something u were not suppose to?
I don't drink.

18]Whats the funniest thing that has happened to u?
Asking a girl older than me by at least 2 years for number in a bus -.-

19]Whats the worst thing that has happened to u?
I don't know?

20]If u could change one thing in your life what would it be?
My complacent attitude.

21]Who do you trust most?
Nobody.

22]Whats your favourite colour?
White & black?

23]When will you see the person you like?
PWJ. Gone & for good.

24]Did you give someone a bad first impression before?
Yeah, THM =\

25]Why are you doing this quiz?
Because I'm bored?

2009-10-03T02:26:00.003+08:00

Top 5 priorities 6 months ago:
1. Sleep.
2. Friends.
3. Anime.
4. Manga.
5. Slack.

Top 5 priorities today:
1. Studies
2. Anime
3. Manga.
4. Text.
5. Msn.

LAST

Person you got mad at?
Can't remember.

Person that got mad at you?
Can't remember.

Thing you put in your mouth?
Orea.

Thing you said out loud?
Take care.

Song you heard?
Down (:

Time your heart was broken?
When xiaohan rejected me for prom.

Nickname you were given?
SBG!

Time you worked so hard you thought you were going to die?
Rushing through my manga. It was hard work!

Time you fell in love?
May?

Text you got?
"why break? cause you seems so emo."

Text you sent?
"I don't know? But I'm alright. Thanks."

Wish you made on a star?
Get below 10 for L1R4.

Do you love?
None.

Do you hate?
Noobs & losers.

Can you never live without?
Myself.

Frustrates you the most?
Noobs & losers.

Would you take a bullet for?
I don't know :X

Can make you laugh even if youre about to cry?
Nope.

WHAT

Did you do last night?
Slept.

Will you do tonight?
Manga!

Were you doing three months ago?
Slacking?

Is your ringtone?
Goodbye -kristina debarge.

Is on your mind?
O level.

Do you hate so much that it makes you angry?
No.

Would you never do, even for a billion dollars?
No. I got my integrity.

Was the last injury you got?
Nail scratch from thm.

Are you wearing?
Causal.

Is wrong right now?
My carefree attitude.

Should you be doing?
Studying now.

WHERE

Are you?
Home.

Is the person you like?
In my heart.

Do you live?
Yishun.

Do you wish you lived?
I don't know.

Is your place in the world?
With her.

Do you feel most comfortable?
In an embrace.

Will you never go again?
Nowhere?

WHY

Are you taking this survey?
Bored.

Is the world so corrupt?
Yeah.

Is the sky blue?
The sea is blue.

HOW

Are you feeling right now?
Shag.

Long can you hold your breath?
A minute or so?

Much time do you waste on facebook?
Lots!

Is your heart?
Drifting~

Far would you travel for the one you love?
Singapore!

Would you like to spend all of your time?
Basketball court? Home?

SPELL YOUR NAME
Kingsley.

Without any vowels?
Kngsly.

Backwards?
yelsgnik

2009-09-30T00:00:00.006+08:00

I have been late for school daily ever since school reopen
22 days left D:
Screwed up prelim.
Today school was usual?
Expect sitting beside xiaohan.
Was somehow MOTIVATED to study -.-
Maybe it's because of her? :X
I don't know :S

I've never hated you.
You do not need to feel sorry (:

2009-09-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA TAN LI YAN!
My superstar :D

23 more days.
Time seems to be running up.
I wonder.. If I can really get 10 points.
I want to get into NP.
But NYP is not bad too.
Daryl is there.
& Hansoon is the coach.
Most of my friends are going there too.
& it's the nearest poly accessible to me.

I think K gonna fly kite again.
This time, I'd chase after it (:

2009-09-24T01:32:00.002+08:00

O levels coming.
I'm still not feeling the sense of urgency.
Prelim is something for me to gauge where I stand.
But..
I did not even study at all.
I was nonchalant about it.
I slept for almost half of the time for all papers.
Despite it being 'confidence paper'
I don't think I can get my idea 10 points L1R4.
Getting back results tomorrow. Sigh..

PWJ, I promised you that I'd study hard.
But till today...
I've yet to even start on it.
If I didn't get at least top 10 position in class this time.
I'd really disappoint you.

I'M GONNA STUDY!
KRISTIN! LET'S STUDY TOGETHER!!!
I don't want you to go to ITE D:
You fly kite again o.o

2009-09-20T00:35:00.003+08:00

Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
PWJ (:

What color shirt are you wearing?
Hot pink.

Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
:X

How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life?
Most (:

How many kids do you want to have?
Depends?

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Not really close?

What name would you want besides the one you have?
I LOVE my name!

Describe the underwear you have on?
For males only.

Last thing you ate?
Orea (:

What's your favorite month?
November.

Your least favorite month?
None?

What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
Lend Daryl my shorts-.-

Who is getting on your nerves right now?
Mrs Phua.

Most visited webpage?
Facebook.

Last person you text messaged?
Kristin!

Last person to make you sad?
PWJ?

Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
Do not have a best friend.

Favorite kind of drink?
Soya bean -.-

Favorite food?
I don't know? o:

Favorite dessert?
Anything that look nice (:

Have you been to Europe?
Nope.

If someone you hated died, what would you do?
Say a requiem for him.

2009-09-19T13:14:00.002+08:00

Prelim was tough =\
Except for a few confidence paper.
Gonna start studying soon!
NgeeAnn Poly here I come~
L1R4 < 10.
Should be possible :D
Target.
English - B3. Not sure if it's possible D:
Maths - A1
Amaths - A1
POA - A1
Chinese - B3. Comfirmed :D
Science - A2? I'm gonna study! Hopefully, I guess.
Humanities? No hope. Drop!

Yesterday Kris fly kite!

2009-09-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Wang's retard face :X

One uncle made use of us -.-

Child labor.

Helped him carried the tables for only one can of drink-.-

It was under the hot sun too D:

All because wang( the one in black ) helped him first-.-

Then I help him with it.

Zz..Zz..Zz..
Bff! Don't emo!

Game over.

2009-09-12T23:29:00.001+08:00

I guess you don't mean much to me anymore.
I lost the ring
&
I don't really feel the pain now.
What does it prove?
You are NOTHING.
It's me, not you.
I never failed to do nothing wrong.
GAME OVER.

Will upload photos as soon as blogger is 'Normal'.

Cindy: Hiii you didnt post=.= TAGGED
-I have posted! MF (:

&'Tricia: Relink me , tyvm ;D
-You didn't invite me -.-

xinyi: It's always darkest before dawn. Dont let this incident be a hindrance in ur later life. Time would heal. Cheer up and get on with life (: i know you could.
-Yeah. I believe that time can heal all wounds. But my time is not ripe yet.

Fiona: cheer up, although i didnt know what happened. heh (: smile big! :D
-Thanks, yeah? Here is your smile :DDDDDDDD

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-Linked :DD

Xue En: hello, cheer up. (: Did you create a new playlist or did you just change the style?
-There's something wrong with my previous playlist =\

Cindy: Woow. what happened to you? dun emo(: Cheer up alrights? btw,TAGGED XDXD
-Nothing much? I will get over it soon, probably...

singapore09: promise and lifetime? why so emo? u ok?
-Promises are just crap. Perpetual would never exist unless hearts were made unbreakable.

Shuting: Hello! cheer up!
-Hello. I will soon, I guess.

K-athryn: Pass-ed by! Cheer up! Sooooooo not like you to be sad D:
-Why can't I be sad? I'm not those hyper types =\

layting: Your majesty! Link me up ehs! XD
-Link you up soon (:

pengseng: emo sia
-Nope. I'm happy! :D

Promises aren't to be taken lightly.

2009-09-08T01:20:00.004+08:00

I never learned to treasure you til you are gone.
I take promises too lightly.
For each & every promises I broke,
You tear badly.
In retrospect, you deserved someone better. Really.

I promised you that we'd be together forever.
I broke it.
I promised you that I'd get you a bear.
I broke it.
I promised you that I'd never neglect you for an entire day.
I broke it.
I promised you that I'd place you prior to my friends.
I broke it.
I promised you that I'd make our first month a memorial day.
I broke it.
I promised you that I'd never touch friendster again.
I broke it.
I promised you that I'd study hard.
I broke it.
&&& lastly
I promised you that I'd keep my ring safe forever.
Yet I lost it.

Promises are for a life time.

2009-09-06T23:23:00.004+08:00

Been thinking about the past lately..
Reminiscing the good & bad times...
Nostalgic, indeed.
Never thought that I would no longer be able to hold your hand.
Without you being by my side to sharing my grievance.
Because I was too arrogant, I thought you'd understand. Seriously.
And I kept forgetting to tell you how touched I was.
Right now, ismy.
Although we both accept the reason for our separation,
You knew that I'd have a hard time dealing with it.
So even til the end, you kept smiling,
Encouraging me to brace myself up.
I know you are still worried about me.
That's why your eyes were closed during the last goodbye.
I knew promises meant a lot to you..
But I failed to fulfill them. Sorry.
The dream that I've been harboring, was once filled with happiness.
How I wish you were still by me.
I promised you that I'd be strong.
Or else these tears would be flowed in vain.
The last promise that I made to you.
I'd keep it. I promised.

2009-09-04T00:08:00.003+08:00

SS prelim! DD:
Today went to AMK to study with Shuting.
I was late, sorry D:
Met sabelle at AMK taxi stand at about 4plus?
She look like xmm.
Went to Mac to meet shuting.
Study there..
10% study, 90% slack.
Went off at about 7?

Then went to Kmac to study.
Gaomin, huiming & pam.
I study for Venice.
I did not even complete the rise of venice.
There are 5 factors.
I only studied 2-.-
& the probably of venice being tested tomorrow is 33.33333% -.-
At about 9, kayseng join us.
Study til about 11? Then go home.

Tomorrow going Kmac again :D

SiewMun: taqqed nahh kept my promise
Good girl (:

Yingjie: Good luck for your prelims. Don't slack anymore. Vanida will motivate you :D
Who told you about it?? Thanks anyway :D

mingwei: gd luck wif vanida :DD
-.- luck are for losers.

Zoey: what thick skin. this is staying relevant! HAHA
Oh my god? But I'm still touched by your message that night.

simin :): hello !~ :)
Hello (:

Insane-yuxian: Hellos (: Here's a tag from insane girl :D Link me too ! :)[I know it's not interesting , haha]
Thanks :D Link you soon :D

2009-09-02T00:40:00.005+08:00

Been going to 838 for 4 consecutive days.
Today went to kmac to study with huiming, zoey, chyeann & kayseng.
Saw beverley there. I said Hi to her (:
30% study, 70% slack.
That ZOEY damn thick skin.
Go give herself so many stars.
That KUKUFAIRY very violent-.-
Can't play poker at mac.
So went to basketball court & play poker.
Zoey soon left.
Had our dinner at 848.
Huiming not eating, but accompanied us.
Such a 'friendly' girl. (:
Went home soon after.
Tomorrow English prelim.
God bless me, yeah? Amen.

One step closer.

2009-08-30T01:07:00.006+08:00

Today went down to 838 for the whole day.
Morning til night-.-
Been going home at 12am daily for days.
I've decided to skip school on monday :X

That ahwang got nothing better to do.
2 stars in contact list -.-
Still send me that star.
Zz..Zz..Zz..

2009-08-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today didn't bring money to school-.-
After school didn't have money to go to the gym.
Zonghan dared me to ask a girl sitting behind me for her number.
Then he'll lend me money -.-
She was at least 2 years older than me-.-
I was forced to -.-
& it WAS in the BUS!
I asked her & she shook her head and look out of the window-.-
Zz..Zz..Zz..
Went to the gym for about 2 hours then headed home.

Took my compilation & headed to BK to pass it to Zoey.
Then studied with cyril til about 9pm then go home.

I wonder if I can get into NP successfully o:

2009-08-24T22:58:00.001+08:00

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it.
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it.
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true.
In my life, I've never hand in homework.
I am extremely lazy.
From tomorrow onwards, I'd start start studying.
Bff, I promise you I will.

Tomorrow going gym with zonghan & jeevan.
Gonna score well for my Prelims.
As my DPA requires my prelim result & my portfolio.

2009-08-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it.
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it.
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true.
In my life, I've never hand in homework before.
I am extremely lazy.
From tomorrow onwards, I'd start start studying.
Bff, I promise you I will.

Tomorrow going gym with zonghan & jeevan.
Gonna score well for my Prelims.
As my DPA requires my prelim result & my portfolio.

2009-08-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

O level is only about 60 days away according to chloe.
But I've been slacking.
Been going home at about 11pm daily.
Yesterday played badminton with Bff & Weisiong at hougang.
I totally suck in it.
Played til about 6pm?
Then went down to 838.

Bff English oral tomorrow.
Good luck!

2009-08-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

Today 'class outing' after school at orchid country club.
Went to the gym with Weijing, Zonghan, Sumwee, Yuxian, Dedrick, Darnell & Kamal.
It was fun, yeah? Didn't train much today.
Only went there to have fun.
& I can't believed I gained 4kg in 3 weeks-.-
Incredible?! -.-
Dedrick was a slacker, I don't think he trained at all.

Went to have a swim after that.
Have fun with our 'formation'
Circled someone in the middle & all spash water on him ._.
I was caught in the formation twice -.-

It was about 8 after that.
Went to have dinner with yuxian, sumwee & zonghan.
Reached home at about 9.30?

Bff say I look like paikia! O:

2009-08-20T00:38:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Daryl Leow Ming Hao.

Didn't buy anything for you this year-.-
But at least I did last year.

Today gotten back Chinese results.
I got B3. Not bad, right?
My first time passing chinese this year!

Bff, cheer up yeah?
It hurts knowing that you cried.
Remember your promise.
Will be waiting for the icecream (:

English Oral.
Screwed up!
Oh my god, I was totally take aback by the feeling of anxiety.
I doubt I can pass. Even tan says so D:

After Oral when to kovan to meet weisiong.
Had dinner & went to tan's home.
At about 9pm, went to Bishan to look for Daryl.
Watched GI JOE with him.
It was kinda nice, I think? (:

Took a train home after that & reached home at about 12pm.
I didn't know he was so close to GSYL :X

2009-08-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

It's 3 days prior to the release of O level chinese results.
Coincidentally, it's my English oral too.
I've been having insomnia because of it.
It's the angst of the lack of preparation.
Seriously, YSS didn't do much to help me on it.

Today went to the gym with Ahwang & Chyeann.
It's my third time this week -.-
It's totally a waste or time & money going with them.
After 30 minutes, they wanted to leave -.-
Headed to 838 after that.
Soon it rained.
Slacked under the block.
Played poker-.-
Loser need to do push up...
I did 90 push up -.-
Slacked til about 10 then went home.

Z, don't be afraid of the pain.
It's not painful at all, I promised.
God bless you on tuesday :D

2009-08-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

The holiday is finally over.
My brother got H1N1 :DDD
Been laughing at him.
Am I heartless?
He's not even resting despite burning at 40 degree-.-

Getting O level results tomorrow!
I can pass! Oh, yes I can!!! :DDDD
God bless me,please. Amen.

Thanks YY for sending me songs :D

I never needed .....

2009-08-10T01:56:00.002+08:00

I never needed you to be strong.
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs.
I never needed pain, I never needed strain.
I never needed you for judgment.
I never needed you to question what I spent.
I never needed your corrections on everything from how I act to what I say.
I never needed words, I never needed hurts.
I never needed you to be there everyday.

I never needed...
I never needed...

2009-08-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

Today was a tiring day.
Been out since morning.
Went to the gym with melvin.
Saw Sumwee.
Didn't go to the gym with him for months.
His built is very big now.
In contrast to small & weak me.
After that went to have dinner & went home.

simin :): tag tag :)
Thanks :D

XiuWen: jh... pls larh >< btw taqqed
Thanks :DD

Joanna.L !: TAGGED(:
Thanks :D

カレン: linked :D btw the photos taken ytd will tag you soon !
Oh, okay. Don't tag me unglam photos.

YingJing: nah, here yr tag! (:
Thanks :D

jh: LOL.. who passerby? kingsley really jio-ing xiuwen urhs?
Nope.

2009-08-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

Went out for the whole day today.
Went to meet weisiong, winne, junrong & 12.30 at AMK S-11.
Had our lunch.
Met carolyn & two of her friends.
Of of them called charmaine & I don't know the other one.
I was caught for underage -.-
I slipped in through the backdoor-.-
After then went to the back of Amk mrt to wait for Junrong.
Bought a $1.50 charity flower for winnie ._.
Slack, slack, slack.
& finding people to look for.
In the end, went to buangkok to look for Tan Ying Jing.
Went there with Weisiong & Junrong.
TYJ & her friends went to play basketball.
So tagged along.
Wanted to look for ATLY but she was out.
Did nothing much there.
Slack, slack, slack, slack.
Finally took at bus home at about 11pm.

2009-08-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Adeline :D

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
} Acceptable will do.
2. Smart?
} Nope.
3. Preferred age?
} Same age or younger.
4. Preferred height?
} Shorter.
5. How about sense of humor?
} A little.
6. How about piercings?
} No.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
} MUST !
8. Pink hair?
} Nope.
9. Mushy or no?
} Maybe?
10. Thin or fat?
} Neither.
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
} As long as it's not black.
12. Long hair or short hair?
} Long :D
13. Plastic or metal?
} -.- ?
14. Smells good?
} Depends .
15. Smoker?
} No.
16. Drinker?
} Yes?
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
} I don't know? :x
18. Muscular?
} No?
19. Plays piano?
} I rather she sings for me.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
} Nope?
21. Plays violin?
} Hmmmm.. no preference.
22. Sings very good?
} I love her for who she is.
23. Vain?
} Maybe?
24. With glasses?
} I don't mind (:
25. With braces?
} I don't mind (:
26. Shy type?
} Hmmm.. shy = cute :D
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
} Good girl!
28. Active or passive?
} Depends.
29. Tight or bomb?
} ???
30. Singer or dancer?
} Singer.
31. Stunner?
} Sometimes.
32. Hiphop?
} Not feminine ):
33. Earrings?
} no ?
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boyfriends-until-you-drop?
} Don't think so?
35. Dimples?
} Yes, if possible.
36. Bookworm?
} NO!
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
} Uhhs? No? -.-
38. Playful?
} Sometimes.
39. Flirt?
} No.
40. Poem writer?
} No.
41. Serious?
} Sometimes
42. Campus crush?
} Maybe?
43. Painter?
} I can accept it.
44. Religious?
} Cross or talisman?
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
} Sometimes.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
} As long as she would go out? :D
47. Speaks 20 languages?
} Rubbish -.-
48. Loyal or faithful?
} Both ? :X
49. Good kisser?
} :X
50. Loves children??
} Don't know?
End of quiz ! (:

Do if you wanna do :DD

2009-08-06T00:00:00.005+08:00

Was a tiring day.
Took my Emaths test without a calculator -.-
Skipped Chemistry test too.

Went to Kovan.
Had dinner with Weisiong & Winnie.
Then slack for hours.
Smoked. (them)
Window shop.
Then lalalala~
Took the circle line & went home.

Gonna meet Carolyn with Weisiong & Winnie on Friday.
Gonna play pool, which I totally suck in it.
Carolyn wanna go prawn fishing -.-
Zz..Zz..Zz..

Would be going to SP to see the team-competition later in the evening.
Gonna ask about details getting into NgeeAnn from Jim's student.
Hope that it's true, hence I can slack for O level :D

Anna, SKSS superstar, good luck for tomorrow match! :D
Hit them without getting hit!

Yingjie: Update! Update!!
Updated as requested :D

XiuWen: btw taqqed xD
XiuWen: Passerby ,wuji leave down name ,dont crap so much
Thanks, LMU~LMU~

XiiaOJeS: Linked ! Takecare ehs ! :)
You take care too! :D

simin :): hahahah !~ :) ppl getting lamer n lamer .. omg !~ :) hahhaha
simin :): passerby , y trying to step BIG at kingsley's blog ? omg ! how childish ken u be .. leave ur name dnw la ..
simin :): kingsley , i tink ur bllog quite famous huhs :) lols !~ :) ppl lpve to create trouble here .. duno wher is their brain :) hahahah
Yeah, sometimes, I would wonder, why such stupid people exist in this world.

jaslyn: tags:D
Thanks.

Xue en: passerby, thrs nth wrong with treating someone good. dont anyhow assume. (:
Don't care about that pb. Anyway, you still on hiatus?

2009-08-02T02:13:00.002+08:00

I'm having insomnia D:
I'm very tired, but I can't fall asleep.
When I close my eyes, my mind ran wild.
Imagines and sounds kept on reverberating.
That's why my eyes are always red.
My eye bag is very obvious now ):

You know what??
I told the doctor my problem.
He told me to..
"Drink more water"
What the hell??
I have been gulping myself with water..
But it's useless -.-

y=2-(k+1)x ! <3

2009-07-31T00:01:00.000+08:00

Sandy: Hello, i'm here to tag, like finally? :x
Yeah, like finally? Haha.

CARINN: hey, my name has got DOUBLE N :)
Why is your name so complicated?

Stella---: Taged ! (: Linked ! Takecare .
Thanks. Get well soon too. Take care.

Clairis: Yeah. But I don't really like this current one D:
Change again? O.O

E,stini: ps, fxck off la ._. View and tagged okay, laughs!
Junior! Thanks. Don't V&R anymore D:

<3 herrr: V&T is view n taggged (:
Yes-Yes :D

OHM: Hello. what's v&t?
Xmm, you don't know?

ps: sick thn faster die la
Peng, if I die I'd drag you along.

<3 herrr: tagged (: . so many song suddenly lehh , lol , haha , very lonqq nv come le (:
Yeah, hahaha. Welcome back?

Belle: Hihi! :D
Belly, club soon? Rayson sponsor you! :D

Xue En: haha, at least you're slacking! ]:
Yeah, it's my second nature! o:

2009-07-30T12:49:00.003+08:00

I'm bored to tears.
Found this quiz & decided to do it -.-

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Cheeks!

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Feverish D:

3) Who was the last person you took picture with
- POA competition -.-

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- Yeah, I think so.

5) Would you donate blood?
- Don't think so?

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
- Never regard anyone as my best friend before.

7) Do you want someone dead?
- Nope, I'm an angelic boy.

8) What does the last sms says?
- Do I know that person whom you're so revere about?

9) What are you thinking right now?
- What shall I do next.

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
- Oh,yes!

11) What time you went to bed last night?
- 12 plus?

12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
- Northpoint-.-

13) Is someone in your mind?
- Yeah!

14) Who was the last person you texted?
- Baby.

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz.
1. Clairis
2. Cyril
3. Estini
4. Joanna
5. Junhong
6. Marilyn?
7. Stella
8. Wanjie
9. Xiuwen
10.Yunling
16) Who is 2 having relationship with? (cyril)
- I don't know?

17) Is 3 male or female? (estini)
- Female.

18) If 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing? (marilyn & stella)
-Impossible!

19) What is 1 studying about? (Clairis)
-Everything for O levels?

20) When was the last time you chat with 5? (junhong)
- Exactly a week ago!

21) Is 4 single? (joanna)
- Oh,yes!

22) Say something about 2? (cyril)
- Monitor?

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together? (estinia & marilyn)
- Impossible.

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight? (stella & marilyn)
- Impossible.

25) Do you like 3? (estini)
- Of course, that's my junior!

26) What if 1 say that she hate 6? (clairis & marilyn)
- Stay out of it!

27) Who is 10 to you ? (yunling)
- My GSYL! Some random emo gril.

28) Are you very close to 8? (wanjie)
- Maybe? Used to? I don't know? :x

29) Which school is 9 studying at ?
- Bukitview Secondary School!

30) Does 1 & 10 know each other?
- Yeah, I think so??

2009-07-30T12:49:00.001+08:00

I'm bored to tears.
Found this quiz & decided to do it -.-

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Cheeks!

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Feverish D:

3) Who was the last person you took picture with
- POA competition -.-

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- Yeah, I think so.

5) Would you donate blood?
- Don't think so?

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
- Never regard anyone as my best friend before.

7) Do you want someone dead?
- Nope, I'm an angelic boy.

8) What does the last sms says?
- Who is that person that's so revere to you?

9) What are you thinking right now?
- What shall I do next.

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
- Oh,yes!

11) What time you went to bed last night?
- 12 plus?

12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
- Northpoint-.-

13) Is someone in your mind?
- Yeah!

14) Who was the last person you texted?
- Baby.

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz.
1. Clairis
2. Cyril
3. Estini
4. Joanna
5. Junhong
6. Marilyn?
7. Stella
8. Wanjie
9. Xiuwen
10.Yunling
16) Who is 2 having relationship with? (cyril)
- I don't know?

17) Is 3 male or female? (estini)
- Female.

18) If 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing? (marilyn & stella)
-Impossible!

19) What is 1 studying about? (Clairis)
-Everything for O levels?

20) When was the last time you chat with 5? (junhong)
- Exactly a week ago!

21) Is 4 single? (joanna)
- Oh,yes!

22) Say something about 2? (cyril)
- Monitor?

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together? (estinia & marilyn)
- Impossible.

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight? (stella & marilyn)
- Impossible.

25) Do you like 3? (estini)
- Of course, that's my junior!

26) What if 1 say that she hate 6? (clairis & marilyn)
- Stay out of it!

27) Who is 10 to you ? (yunling)
- My GSYL! Some random emo gril.

28) Are you very close to 8? (wanjie)
- Maybe? Used to? I don't know? :x

29) Which school is 9 studying at ?
- Bukit Batok Secondary School?

30) Does 1 & 10 know each other?
- Yeah, I think so??

2009-07-30T12:49:00.000+08:00

I'm bored to tears.
Found this quiz & decided to do it -.-

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Cheeks!

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Feverish D:
3) Who was the last person you took picture with
- POA competition -.-

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- Yeah, I think so.

5) Would you donate blood?
- Don't think so?

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
- Never regard anyone as my best friend before.

7) Do you want someone dead?
- Nope, I'm an angelic boy.

8) What does the last sms says?
- Who is that person that's so revere to you?

9) What are you thinking right now?
- What shall I do next.

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
- Oh,yes!

11) What time you went to bed last night?
- 12 plus?

12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
- Northpoint-.-

13) Is someone in your mind?
- Yeah!

14) Who was the last person you texted?
- Baby.

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz.
1. Clairis
2. Cyril
3. Estini
4. Joanna
5. Junhong
6. Marilyn?
7. Stella
8. Wanjie
9. Xiuwen
10.Yunling
16) Who is 2 having relationship with? (cyril)
- I don't know?

17) Is 3 male or female? (estini)
- Female.

18) If 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing? (marilyn & stella)
-Impossible!

19) What is 1 studying about? (Clairis)
-Everything for O levels?

20) When was the last time you chat with 5? (junhong)
- Exactly a week ago!

21) Is 4 single? (joanna)
- Oh,yes!

22) Say something about 2? (cyril)
- Monitor?

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together? (estinia & marilyn)
- Impossible.

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight? (stella & marilyn)
- Impossible.

25) Do you like 3? (estini)
- Of course, that's my junior!

26) What if 1 say that she hate 6? (clairis & marilyn)
- Stay out of it!

27) Who is 10 to you ? (yunling)
- My GSYL! Some random emo gril.

28) Are you very close to 8? (wanjie)
- Maybe? Used to? I don't know? :x

29) Which school is 9 studying at ?
- Bukit Batok Secondary School?

30) Does 1 & 10 know each other?
- Yeah, I think so??

2009-07-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for everything.
I know that I am too much for past few days.
In retrospect, the memories we shared were irreplaceable.
Sorry for the doubts.
You'll have my irrevocable trust.
Forever & it shall be!
Baby, I love you.

I got 4 days MC!
Which also mean that I'm gonna stay at home for 6 days.
Got chance to be H1N1 positive-.-
What the hell?
But I'm gonna go back to school on Friday.
Gonna get back my phone!
Finally, it's the last Friday of the month!
It's been ages since I last text.

2009-07-26T15:50:00.001+08:00

Yay. I can finally blog!
I can't believe that I'm failing almost all of my test.
Class 3rd getting single digit?
What a joke!
Gonna buck up soon, hopefully.

LJJ ask me to go malaysia today..
For some friendly match -.-
Rejected him, of course.
The money that I'd receive is little
&
More importantly, I've already decided not to touch it anymore.
I didn't even attend NYT for months -.-

In your eyes, I'll always be a liability.
It's hard knowing that..
Hard work can only bring one to a certain extend.
It can never surpass talent, never!
Strong & flexible :D

2009-07-26T15:50:00.000+08:00

Yay. I can finally blog!
I can't believe that I'm failing almost all of my test.
Class 3rd getting single digit?
What a joke!
Gonna buck up soon, hopefully.

LJJ ask me to go malaysia today..
For some friendly match -.-
Rejected him, of course.
Lazy to go malaysia &
More importantly, I've already decided not to touch it anymore.
I didn't even attend National Youth Training for months -.-

In your eyes, I'll always be a liability.
It's hard knowing that..
Hard work can only bring one to a certain extend.
It can never surpass talent, never!
Strong & flexible :D

2009-07-20T21:41:00.005+08:00

POA competition tomorrow? What the hell?!
It's a total waste of time.
I didn't even know why I was selected.

Went to the gym with Zonghan today.
I can barely move my arms now.
Tomorrow it's gonna hurt like hell.

Chess for DPA? O.O

Anyway, xiuwen is a very understanding girl! Hahaha! (:

2009-07-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

Thou will not get away with thine sins.
I know it wasn't her machinations that hurt you the most.
It was me. Baby, I'm sorry.
It hurts to see you despondent.

2009-07-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Unconditionally and irrevocably in love.

Gonna go back to school tomorrow.
It had already been a week since I last went.
I daresay that there would be a lot of catching up to do.
Gonna sleep now. Nights.

2009-07-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

When everything turns wrong..
Everything appears to have two shadows..
Unable to discriminate between black & white.
Between memory & reminiscence, there's disappointment.
Whence came this angst of disappointment?
I've tried everything I could, EVERYTHING.
I refuse to disclose the matter lest I'd have more trouble.

It has been days since I last gone to school.
I'd be going back on friday.

I seriously despise noobs & losers who are ignorant.
Don't act if you are really good in it when you actually suck.

2009-07-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

Love is an abstract subject.
That's the reason why I couldn't reply you.
Sometimes, I ponders if I am an asset or liability.
I've tried everything I could but it turns out to be futile.
I've already put in a lot of effort, really.
When I knew about it,
I was crushed, completely.
Apparently, my efforts did not come to fruition.

School was BORING.
Sleep, sleeping, slept -.-
Was disappointed at my test results.
Borderline A1 for physic.
B4 for maths. (Oh my god!)
Gonna score lesser than 5 marks for POA test.
It was all suppose to be 'confidence paper' ironically, I screwed up all of it.

That's all I guess.

2009-07-11T23:28:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL!

Stop saying that life sucks.
& don't stop saying that LIM SU FEI sucks too.

It was a tiring day.
Met hariz at 1.30 to study at khatib mac.
Studied til about 4.30?
I've completed only a compo.
I'm such a failure.
After that went to find chloe at khatib cc cafe.
Study for another 1 or so?
Practiced oral. My reading sucks D:
Went to look for ahwang & friends soon after.
Saw some noobs & losers.
Played basketball til about 8 plus?
Saw hock, but she was like 'act cute' -.-

The difference us is obvious.
It's our talent.
Both did the same thing.
What a smart before did first is what a dumb person did last.

2009-07-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!! Oh my god!! Oh my god!!
I totally screw up my Oral.
Got damn it! Argh!
I was so depressed & devastated that I can't sleep last night.
I almost cried while reading..
I started to mumble & skip words unknowingly.
Inconsolable. If only I practiced.
Apparently, it's my cockiness that cause this results.
Overconfident, I neglected studying.
I learnt my fruitful lesson the hard way.

Class outing.

2009-07-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

Today went home at about 6am.
Slept for about an hour & was woke up by xiaohan's message. "good morning" -.-
Went to prepare & meet my class at khatib mrt station.
Few days ago, I laughed at garaldine's class bbq of only 7 people..
But my class outing only consist of 5 people -.-''
Reached ECP & we went biking.
It was boring. *yawns*
Weather was damn freaking hot.
Went to plaza singapura for lunch.
Met weijie at xzone or something.
Don't know its actual name.
Didn't see him for months after CYC.
Talked about my studies..
& I was like at least 10 levels below him.
I can never get into AJC D:
Talked about the nationals too.
Went khatib to look for ahwang & friends after that.
Hmmm.. that's all, I guess.

Tag replies

2009-07-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

ivan: relinked :D:D
Thanks :D

ivan: ehhh yo kingsley... o.o bangs. cool. can teach me about diff hairstyles. haha. bangs means fringe in front?
Oh god, my hair sucks. T.T

sophia: tag and relinked~
Angel :D

Candice: KK relink later i lazy to online now, sleepy yawnzzzzzz :)
Wa.. why keep sleeping?? :x

Candice: This was never the way I plan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What you planned? o:

OHM :D: Hahah, will link you asap. Lol, up till now. I haven't see you in school.
Don't see me with my damn bangs D:

venuss: relink-ed already .
Thanks. Buy you pasa malam food soon (:

yunting: relinked ! [:
Thanks (:

maddy: sbg , relinked
What SBG?! Thanks anyway.

Huimin:TAGGED ! your majesty
Don't anyhow call me. Laughs.

Xue En: tsk, im not a low life-er. and i want to see your bangs!
Hell no. I suck to the core.

Amaranthine Love

2009-06-30T20:59:00.001+08:00

I've just changed my URL.
Because it sounds sad?
Acrimonious parting ._.
Haha.
Forever, & it shall be.
Dreams ends when they turn into reality. <3

2009-06-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

Swift as the wind
Silent as a forest
Fierce as fire
Immovable as a mountain.

First day of school.

2009-06-30T15:06:00.000+08:00

School was boring.
Nothing much was taught today.
My damn bangs was being laughed at.
Oh god. I'm so pathetic.

Met Daryl after school.
Went to CPCC, but it was raining.
He came to my house to slack til 7pm.
Went to the gym.
It was packed. Laughs. Nothing much to do there.
Went off at about 8.20pm?
That's all, I guessed.

Good luck for nationals :D